Crawling & Laying

        
    In Samuel Beckett’s novella “Company,” he is constantly switching between the states of locomotion and motionless which is represented by crawling and laying down respectively. This is a dualism which can be seen in a few of Beckett's work, but it is in "Company" that it is used most successfully.The direct link between the two is seen when Beckett uses repetition stating “crawling and falling, crawling again and falling again.” My immediate reaction to this polarity between crawling and laying is its context within the human cycle of movement.

 Crawling is the first motion an infant can accomplish on their own whereas the descriptions of laying down in the context of this novella is being laid down to rest as well as the process of sleeping. Beckett does an amazing job in his description of crawling by making the locomotion appear to be far more complex than elementary. He explains movement from a mathematical viewpoint with the use of angles and length. This sense of death that hangers above "Company" comes not from the literal lost of existence, but instead looks at the ruined social setting. 
Alone. 

The Lost of Silence.  Surely this dualism is seen in this sense as a start to finish in the progression of human movement; however, there is an even larger picture that Beckett is creating here that deals with the author's creative process. Motionless is so closely linked to the motion of crawling thus making the action of being on all fours a way for the artist to search the contents of his/her mind. It seems the character in this novella explores his/her social exile as a way to venture the vast regions of his/her mind.

 I might revisit this dualism or possibly either crawling/motionless in a later blog depending on if I see it relevant in a later Beckett work, but currently the conclusions I’ve drawn from this particular novella is how this polarity not only shows the human development in physical locomotion but also the mental processing of the mind.

Experience I

In Beckett’s essay “Proust,” he takes the reader on a journey to understand why folks do what they do and the reasoning behind the actions one takes in response to a foreign or internal stimuli. What I found most profound from this reading is Beckett’s examination of the human experience by taking a look at dualism in order to better understand the effect experience has on the living.

He uses a terrific example from Proust in which Proust visits places such as Paris since his deceased grandmother had done the same decades prior. Proust is able to accept that his grandmother is dead through these travels and mixes her memories of Paris with his to create an experience that allowed his grandmother to live on through his own observations.

 Time is something Beckett does a stellar job in exploring, but it is his dualism with things such as time/death, past/present, symbol/substance and reality/imagination that sum up the human experience. Despite these comparisons seeming like there is no common ground between the two, Beckett makes an argument that one cannot exist without the other especially in the case with the absence of time/death. He claims that time is directly connected with death by stating that without death there can be no conception of time since it never subsisted. The case for past/present is what I found the most influential from this piece since I feel many people I know (and even myself a good amount of the time) find themselves trapped in either the past or present experience instead of bridging the gap between the two. Beckett makes the argument that you can’t truly find the appreciation for either place in time without acknowledging the two as separate entities that need one another in order for the other to be comprehended with clarity by the user.

This train of thought from Beckett where he tries to understand why/how we perceive the world around us is one of the main focuses I wish to take in this course, but also keeping an open mind for anything else expressed in Beckett’s works that capture my fancy. His importance on paradoxes and dualism is something I care to focus on as I read Beckett's works.