Darkened View

The same spot as this morning, time passes, darker now

Happier this morning...it never lasts. Crawling, blind, but crawling. Fearing existence, seeking, sighing, crawling. Streets desolate. A cry for help. No responses. Forgotten. Worms crawling, blind beasts, under the ground, silent, crawling. No strength. Happier this morning, long forgotten. Smoke rises, disappears. Time passes. Light will come back soon. Soon enough, just wait. Light will come back and then darkness follows. Summer and then Winter; Winter and then Summer. Running, faster now and then backwards, and then in circles. Faster now. Walking, back and forth. Stopping, breathing in the air. Choking. Spitting phlegm. Silence. It always ends with silence. Then continues again. Sound, light. Silence, darkness. Darkened sound. Illuminated silence.

Running, faster
Time passes
Light again; dark again
Winter, there is no strength left
The body is used, apathy
Ennui
Choking, crawling, circling
Silence.